Nausea

For a few weeks now I have been dealing with nausea, on and off throughout the days, often awakening me in the night.  I knew that I was pregnant with Jedidiah because I kept waking up nauseous in the night.  The first night this round of nausea happened, I began crying, remembering my pregnancy with our boy.  It might sound strange, but even though I knew that I wasn’t pregnant again, I felt that another pregnancy would be disloyal to Jedidiah.  I wondered, especially so soon, how I could possibly give my heart to another baby after losing my sweet Jedidiah.

Today–the 8th, two long months–lots of memories, lots of conflicting emotions…

One Comment to “Nausea”

  1. Loving you Angel.

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